Monday, May 6, 2013

Unfinished Business

Funny how my last post was about the one year deadline you gave, and how this post still refers to you. After months of silence, I find some things have changed, and some things remain deeply rooted and still unchanging. They may have taken on other form, begun to look different, but in essence, it is the same thing you still hold in your hand.

There are just some things/people/situations in this life that never really leave you for good, no matter how hard you try. Shadows will continue to follow you, and will always nag at your thoughts. There are things that supposedly end, but are always left hanging. Sometimes, things that end that way are easy to walk away from and once it's over, you don't give it a second thought. But then, there is unfinished business.

Like how I still dream about you even after two years. Or the fact that we are still so connected despite no contact for so long. Like how you still see me so well even after all this time, even without knowing the specifics of what I'm going through. Or how I just get you still, even if I can't explain it.

I think we both knew it never really ended when you ended it. We both just walked away because it was the right thing to do. But we still have this hanging over our heads.

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